A day to remember

I can't go to past that easy... Not that I have  no memories.  I have some good memories  and bad memories. But I'm always thinking about  the future... I live that  much  my present and think that much about future  that turns me difficult to think about the things I have lived.
And yet, I actually remember a lot of tiny things. I can  remember being with my friends  at school, laying in the bench by the side of the hockey field... sleeping, laughing, resting under the sun light after an activity we realized  the morning of that day as student center for the "teacher's  day".
I think that entire  year -2009- is  very important for all the things I have done till to  day. Those friends... The most of them are by my side till to day. It doesn't matter  how  crazy an  idea could  be. Doesn't matter how difficult live could be. Friends are there to  share and support.

It's sad because  I have loose  one of those friends when I couldn't help him when he needed me.